{"id":474,"date":"2017-04-14T06:30:30","date_gmt":"2017-04-14T16:30:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/?p=474"},"modified":"2017-04-13T20:58:17","modified_gmt":"2017-04-14T06:58:17","slug":"when-you-cant-find-the-words-cathartic-music-video","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/2017\/04\/14\/when-you-cant-find-the-words-cathartic-music-video\/","title":{"rendered":"When You Can&#8217;t Find The Words &#8212; Cathartic Music Video"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>April is quickly becoming one of my least favorite months. Besides tax time; which already sucks; it also marks the anniversary of my divorce. As my marriage ended I thought filing shortly around tax time would be a good choice, we&#8217;d have filed the last set of taxes we would need to jointly and then that was it.<\/p>\n<p>All that doesn&#8217;t make April any easier though. Oddly I&#8217;ve been reluctant to listen to much in the way of music this month as often music triggers pretty strong memories for me. Gave it a whirl though, mostly listening to older rock tracks and I happened upon a band that I first listened to a few years ago on YouTube.<\/p>\n<p>Preemptive warning &#8212; The lyrics to this song are not kind in the slightest but the emotion and anger are connecting with a part of me that I need to just sort of get out there. Stop here if you don&#8217;t feel this is your thing.<\/p>\n<p>I Prevail\/Love, Lust and Liars<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/iprevailband.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">http:\/\/iprevailband.com\/<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"jetpack-video-wrapper\"><span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"840\" height=\"473\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/kQ373heXB-k?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation allow-popups-to-escape-sandbox\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/div>\n<p>Sometimes you can&#8217;t find the words, and I appreciate that musicians are out there belting out finger numbing riffs and throaty emotion laden lyrics. The band&#8217;s name is also a reminder to me that I have to keep moving forward, so thanks I Prevail. If this track was something could relate to, please be sure to check the band&#8217;s site and considering supporting the band with a purchase (available on iTunes and Google Play)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>April is quickly becoming one of my least favorite months. Besides tax time; which already sucks; it also marks the anniversary of my divorce. As my marriage ended I thought filing shortly around tax time would be a good choice, we&#8217;d have filed the last set of taxes we would need to jointly and then &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/2017\/04\/14\/when-you-cant-find-the-words-cathartic-music-video\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;When You Can&#8217;t Find The Words &#8212; Cathartic Music Video&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":475,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[13,2,21],"tags":[63],"class_list":["post-474","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog-slice","category-depression","category-divorce","tag-music"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/04\/IPrevail_Banner.jpg?fit=534%2C161","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7PG4O-7E","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/474","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=474"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/474\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":478,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/474\/revisions\/478"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/475"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=474"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=474"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vraxx.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=474"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}